♥PureMon♫

sumtimes org ade jgak terigtkan mama adeq...dye sgt ramah.arwah adalah seorg yg sgt friendly.dan sye sgt menyenangi itew...mengimbas kmbali saat2 sye brjmpe dgn mama ktika dye dtg ke kolej utk brjmpe dgn adeq...on dat tyme..i use to call her as "aunty"...slalunye..ble dpt tawu je mama adeq dtg..org msti pegi kt balkoni SR(sempana riau)...then jerit2 "hye aunty!!!!" dr atas...tyme tu org da x kesah da spe yg tgk ke hape ke...*tbe jd azwan ali kjap....maen lambai je....then mama adeq pon tata smbil ckp "hye"...org tringin nk jmpe lg dekat..tp malu...mama siap ajak trun bawah skali..mkn dgn dye...ya Allah...aku sgt rindu saat itew..lg satu..ble mama call my hp....sbb hp adeq x bole receive call ke hape ntah la kann...lembut je suara mama ckp..tp mama sgt klaka..walopon dye mcm bese jek..care mama ckp still klaka...walopon dpt bbual kejap..org akn rindu saat tu...besides, adeq slalu bg visualization yg mama dye sorg yg sgt lawak and very de'Ramah....+ org mmg asyik ktawe ble dgr adeq cter pasal mama..hahahaha..x berenti2...adeq pon very close dgn mama kannn...dats y la....org btol2 dpt brsua muka dgn mama ble tyme raye last year..yg kte konvoi raye pi uma adeq aritu...best sgt! kt stu jgak kte jmpe dgn mak(nenek adeq) yg sgt baek..ske bg advice kt anak2 mude mcm ktorg ni...

tp ble dpt berita mlm selase hr tu..org jd speechless...x tau nk ckp ape..mata da brgenang...feeling da brcmpur baur...teringat kt condition mama tyme ziarah mase raye hr tu...nmpak sehat..kuat...semangat...tp ble dpt tawu arwah da xde..org jd mcm susa sket nk terima...saat brjumpe adeq di tanah prkuburan bukit aliff kelmarin mseh segar di ingatn...maaf ye adeq..org x dpt nk tahan deruan air mata ni...org jd sebak ble nmpak oSha(adik bongsu adeq) yg mseh mude utk terima semua ni sdg menabur kuntuman bunga di atas pusara arwah mama...org jd sdih sgt...org try nk pndg adeq..tp x bole...im just standing right next to ijat without doin nothing...sadness...tp ble ijat da suwo org pegi jmpe adeq...org jd brdebar2...wut kind of feeling is dat ya???bibir ni mcm kejang nk pggl name adeq...tp org tawu...kte kne kuat utk adeq...rse relieve sgt ble dpt hug adeq smlm...org sgt risau tgk adeq tyme tu...tp syukur alhamdulillah...smpi kt uma je...adeq nmpak tenang + mummum beehoon...dats my boy!!!

so...buat adeq...jage diri adeq and ur siblings baek2...jge papa ngan mak baek2 jgak...tggungjawab kte as anak sulong mmg besar....same as mine....last skali org doakan supaya adeq sentiasa diberi kekuatan utk menghadapi dugaan ni...jgn sedeyh2...focus utk practical jgak...keje baek2 ye yunk...dan semoga roh arwah mama dicucuri rahmat.Al-Fatihah.....